My heartThat feeling of sadness,My heart by asymmetrical-wings
Like somethings missing.
When something is needed to fill that empty hole in my heart.
That heart. It keeps on bleeding.
Screaming out for help.
Asking to e loved:
Its my heart
And it's breaking more each and every day
~ Speaking strictly for myself, i like to think|
i have a pretty good idea what sort of agony one goes thru
both to create, and (more to the point) to make public, their work...
at some point, the creator becomes fearful
of others becoming aware of the content,
as they just MIGHT question the creator's sanity...
at another point, the creator becomes fearful
of even acknowledging the content,
as he/she just MIGHT question his/her OWN sanity...
and underlying it all (in my case, at least) would be the
perpetual dread that it MIGHT cause a negative response
in some poor unsuspecting bystander, or worse yet,
in someone I know and/or love...
anyway, that's MY "agony of creation" at work...
btw, anyone who says "suffering for art" is just a catchphrase
is either lying or stupid, but is definitely NOT a functioning "creator" ...